She turned her head to look at Bakari and meekly smiled at his concerned and warm gaze. "I'm just...I'm becoming weary, Bakari. It's like the entire world expects me to heal, then when I can't do it or I don't have the strength, like right now, I feel like I'm letting the world down."
She whispered so only Bakari could hear her, not wanting to worry the others or reveal her inner demons to anyone besides Bakari.
"It's becoming too much for me. The responsibilities, the expectations. All of which placed upon me when I was born, are growing bigger and I feel if I don't live up to those expectations, then something bad could happen and it would be my fault." She added, staring into his eyes and tensing her body.
Bakari cocked his head at these words, listening carefully. He glanced away, trying to think up some words that could dismiss her fears and worries. “I don’t think this world is meant to be healed, Thea. I think that is what the Golden Meadow is for. I think.....” he trailed off, thinking. “I think this world is unfair, and it wants you to feel that way. I think you need to focus on something else. You are in control of your thoughts, your fears,” he tried.
Hugur wrapped his wing around Caita slightly, he was letting her see what he saw in his mind movie.
Caita, "You know I don't like it when you do that." she said with a mad expression on her face.
Hugur, "You are just that one friend that I know will understand it though." he said looking at her.
Caita, "Except that I remember what my family looks like all the way to the different strands of hair." she said with a sad expression at the thought of Hugur not knowing what his family looks like in his own memories.
Hugur, "But, you still understand what it is like to have no family." he said still sad at not knowing what his own family looks like, or what happened to them.
Caita, "Hey it is fine." she said trying to not worry him anymore than what he already was.
Hugur, didn't say anything else, he just looked up at his star again, and noticed a black one, "I wonder who's that is?" he thought to himself, letting Caita go.
She breathed in and out, thinking and accepting Bakari's words. "You're right, the world isn't meant to be healed, but that doesn't mean that I shouldn't try...I'm the Healer, aren't I? It's what I do...I might be able to control my thoughts, but my fears control themselves."
She said, before shifting around on her bed. "If I don't think of this, what do I think about?"
Bakari cocked his head once again at her question. “How about..... Hmm... I’ve always wondered what the interior is like. Maybe we should try and imagine our new home?” He suggested with a smile.
Seaglade:
Seaglade squeezed her gently, whispering, “No, Vida, don’t say that. We’ve seen the Golden Meadow, it exists. The Ancestors wouldn’t shun us.” He partly said it for himself, too, realizing he had said us. He was not a star foal.
I literally have to just wait, my characters can't really do much at the moment!! XD))
Rose took a look around, "Ok, so the interior is that way, I should start heading that way." she thought then took off, and was into the wastelands a good amount of hours later, but because of how she was cutting through it, she couldn't stop there, because there was no water, and the sand would burn her hooves.
GUYS WE MADE IT TO 20 PAGES FOR THIS RP!!! XD))
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Nobody knows!! XD))
Thea:
She turned her head to look at Bakari and meekly smiled at his concerned and warm gaze. "I'm just...I'm becoming weary, Bakari. It's like the entire world expects me to heal, then when I can't do it or I don't have the strength, like right now, I feel like I'm letting the world down."
She whispered so only Bakari could hear her, not wanting to worry the others or reveal her inner demons to anyone besides Bakari.
"It's becoming too much for me. The responsibilities, the expectations. All of which placed upon me when I was born, are growing bigger and I feel if I don't live up to those expectations, then something bad could happen and it would be my fault." She added, staring into his eyes and tensing her body.
( Oof I’m back xD You all still here? )
( Oh and my apologies RB, I didn’t see that comment on the other post xd )
Bakari:
Bakari cocked his head at these words, listening carefully. He glanced away, trying to think up some words that could dismiss her fears and worries. “I don’t think this world is meant to be healed, Thea. I think that is what the Golden Meadow is for. I think.....” he trailed off, thinking. “I think this world is unfair, and it wants you to feel that way. I think you need to focus on something else. You are in control of your thoughts, your fears,” he tried.
Seaglade:
Seaglade looked down at her. “Grieving?“ he whispered to himself, thinking.
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(Yes, I did. I also edited the post if you look on the two options, the second includes the new information on your question. )
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Vida:
"I keep seeing black tear flowers Seaglade he is crying. There is no peace for star foals when we die." She said softly
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Hugur wrapped his wing around Caita slightly, he was letting her see what he saw in his mind movie.
Caita, "You know I don't like it when you do that." she said with a mad expression on her face.
Hugur, "You are just that one friend that I know will understand it though." he said looking at her.
Caita, "Except that I remember what my family looks like all the way to the different strands of hair." she said with a sad expression at the thought of Hugur not knowing what his family looks like in his own memories.
Hugur, "But, you still understand what it is like to have no family." he said still sad at not knowing what his own family looks like, or what happened to them.
Caita, "Hey it is fine." she said trying to not worry him anymore than what he already was.
Hugur, didn't say anything else, he just looked up at his star again, and noticed a black one, "I wonder who's that is?" he thought to himself, letting Caita go.
Thea:
She breathed in and out, thinking and accepting Bakari's words. "You're right, the world isn't meant to be healed, but that doesn't mean that I shouldn't try...I'm the Healer, aren't I? It's what I do...I might be able to control my thoughts, but my fears control themselves."
She said, before shifting around on her bed. "If I don't think of this, what do I think about?"
Bakari:
Bakari cocked his head once again at her question. “How about..... Hmm... I’ve always wondered what the interior is like. Maybe we should try and imagine our new home?” He suggested with a smile.
Seaglade:
Seaglade squeezed her gently, whispering, “No, Vida, don’t say that. We’ve seen the Golden Meadow, it exists. The Ancestors wouldn’t shun us.” He partly said it for himself, too, realizing he had said us. He was not a star foal.
I literally have to just wait, my characters can't really do much at the moment!! XD))
Rose took a look around, "Ok, so the interior is that way, I should start heading that way." she thought then took off, and was into the wastelands a good amount of hours later, but because of how she was cutting through it, she couldn't stop there, because there was no water, and the sand would burn her hooves.
(same here, same here)
Vida:
"Than why is he trapped?" She asked softly rubbing his muddy back with her wing