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Sasha: She leaned her head on Leo's shoulder. Trilla:
She glared at Sasha. "She is needed at home!"
Rose, She crossed her arms, "as far as I can tell, from the few minutes I've known you. Yiu mentally abuse you're daughter. Which isn't right, so therefore, Sasha is going to stay here, and go home when she is ready."
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Sasha:
His words shattered the nightmare's begining. she relaxed
Leo
"Sasha you're safe," hd murmured, feeling her tense..
Sasha:
She murmured something incoherant, tensing slightly
Leo
He smiled.
Sasha:
"Forever and always."
Leo
"I love you," he murmured, "forever and always."
Sasha:
She sighed contentedly
Leo,
He smiled softly, continuing to gently rub her back.
Sasha:
She noddded, staying asleep. "You're safe too."
Leo,
"Yeah, you're safe," he murmured.
Sasha:
"Safe." she murmured in her sleep
Leo
He smiled slightly, and wentcto gently ruvvintrubbing her back.
Sasha:
"I hope not." her voice was sleepy sounding and her eyes closed, her body relaxing as sleep took hold of her
Leo
"You won't fail them," he mumbled.
Sasha:
"I just don't want to fail them the way my mothers failed me."
Leo
"It is true," he murmured, "and you'll be a good mother, and wrll, if you need any help, my mom would love to help you,: he smiled slightly, still gently tracing her scars.
Sasha:
"Even if all of that was true, which it's not, that doesn't mean I'll be a good mother." her face was still burried in the pillow
Leo,
"Because" he murmured, "you are kind, amazing, smart, talented, beautiful, and many many, other amazing things," he murmured.
Sasha:
"W-what if I do? I've never had a good mother so what makes you think I'll be one?"
Leo
"You'll never fail me, or lillu and finn.
Sasha:
She tensed and then relaxed slightly, still not used to people gently touching her scars. "I don't want to fail you or the kids."
Leo,
"Sasha, you'll never be a monster,," he murmured , gently tracing the scars on her back,
"You've been through so much, and fought so hard, to not become what they've wanted, "
Sasha:
"What if I do? What happens if I turn out like the monster they wanted me to be."
Leo
"I know I don't know that, but. With how long I've known you, O doubt you'll turn out like them. "
Sasha:
"You don't know that." her words were barely audible because they were to muffled by the pillow
Leo
"You'll never turn out like them," he murmured,
Sasha:
"What if I am? What if my mom never wanted to give me up but then she died. Or what if I turn out like Mathious and Trilla?"
Leo
"You won't, you know why? Because you're nothing like your parents,"
Sasha:
SHe shrugged. "All of the people who should have loved and cared for me didn't. What happens if I do that to Lilly and Finn?"
Leo,
"That doesn't make you horrible,"
Sasha:
"You have your mother to balance out your father, both sets of my parents are horrible."
Leo,
"How am I different ? I was raised my entrie life by a crime boss,"
Sasha:
"It's true." she muttered, her voice muffled by the pillow
Leo
"Sasha, blood does nothing to personality and choices, look at how different I am from my father! And please don't say 'it's cause I'm different,'"
Sasha:
"It's her blood in my veins and I'm sure my father was no better."
Leo
"No it doesn't, who she was, doesn't define who you are,"
Hw murmured.
Sasha:
"Yes it does." she lay flat, rolled over and burried her face in the pillow
Leo
"Sasha, that doesn't make you a monster , " he murmured.
Sasha:
"Who I am is the daughter of a monster." she froze for a second. "That's why I don't have a last name, isn't it?"
Trilla:
She nodded and left.
Leo
"Sasha, who you come from, doesn't make you who you are, of course I still want go marry you."
Sasha:
"You still want to marry me after finding out who and what I am?"
Leo
"I know it's different, but you have me," he murmured quietly.
Trilla:
"I never agreed with him, but I couldn't stop him. I saved Tuli but I couldn't save you too."
Sasha:
Her face hardened and she nearly jerked away from Leo's half embrace. "So my whole life has been made on lies. I don't even have a family."
Leo
His arm tightened around Sasha.
Sasha:
She rolled her eyes. "Yeah, sure."
Trilla:
"You and Tuli are adopted..... You are both Dakurian, not Sandween. Your mother was a crimanal and died on a mission, Mathious brought you back and we raised you. He wanted you both to carry on your mother's legasy but as time passed he grew angrier and angrier that we didn't have any children."
Sasha:
"So being a monster runs in my blood? That makes sense."
Leo
He raised an intrigued eyebrow.
Sasha:
"I don't want to talk to you. Just leave me alone." she said, her voice emotionless.
Trilla:
"Sasha you don't understand!"
Leo
He wrapped his arm back around Sasha.
Trilla:
"I just want to talk to you, Sasha."
Sasha:
"I wanted my family to love me, how's it feel to want (Not sure I said this right)." she muttered
Haymitch,
"Trilla wants to talk with you," he said giving them both an apologizing look.
Sasha:
"What do you want?" she said with sigh
Haymitch,
Hw knocked on the door before opening it.
Leo,
hE tensed.
Trilla:
She followed Haymitch.
Sasha:
She tied the boot laces, not beacuse she needed to but because she was trying to find something to do
,Haymitch,
He sighed, "alright," he said, knowing he was going against Leo, but, she probably wouldn't leave until she spoke with Sasha.
Trilla:
"I need to speak to ehr!"
Sasha:
She jerked her sleeves down over the scars on her arms and finished bandaging her wound
Leo
His brow creased worriedly.
Sasha:
She shrugged, her eyes empty
Leo
"You going to be alright?" He murmured .
Sasha:
She stayed still, not looking him in the eyes. Her blue eyes dull, the fire and joy gone, replaced by an utter and complete sadness
Leo
He gently brushed some hair out of her face.
Sasha:
she didn't know what to say. she swiped at the tears on her face
Leo
"I'm so sorry, " he murmured, gently tilting her chin up so he could look at her.
Sasha:
she looked at the ground
Leo
He gently set a hand on her cheek.
Sasha:
"That's why I had bruises on my face when you met me."
Leo
He rested his head on top of hers.
Sasha:
"She..... she let this happen. She let this happen! Whenever Mathious was drunk he'd beat us. I always protected them. And she.... she...."
Leo
He pulled her tighter into the hug.
Sasha:
She shook with sobs
Leo
Hw gently ran his fingers through her hair.
Sasha:
She tried to relax but she was tense and alert. "Sh-she....."
Leo
He gently pulled her into a hug.
Sasha:
"She knew exactly what happened in Dakur. And she let it happen. She'a Just like him!"
Leo
"Knew what?"
Sasha:
"She knew. She knew!" she weakly slapped the mattress
Leo
"What is it?: he murmured .
Sasha:
"No no no no no." she whispered, realization dawning.
Haymitch,
"Do you have a message I can leave for her?"
Leo
Hs gently rubbed her back.
Trilla:
"I need to speak with ehr."
Sasha:
She rested her head in her hands
Leo
He shrugged, "I'm serious Sasha, it's alright. "
Haymitch,
He reached Trilla, "Sasha doesn't want to speak with you," he said.
Sasha:
She shook her head. "I don't want to ruin your shirt."
Trilla:
She tapped the ground with her foot, impatient
Leo
"Sasha, it's alright, " he murmured.
Sasha:
She stiffened slightly. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'll ruin your shirt."
Leo,
He gently wrapped an arm around her, in a hug.
Sasha:
She cried silently. Still struggling to come to terms with the fact that her mother was just like her father.
Leo,
"Alright, " he murmured, "Sasha's not up for talking to her," he called out to Haymitch.
Haymitch,
"Alright , " he replied then headed back.
Sasha:
She refused to cry. "C-can you decide?"
Leo
He gently ran his fingers through her hair, "I'll support you, no matter what you choose,"
Sasha:
"I d-don't know." she burried her face in his shoulder, trying to not cry
Leo,
"So, you want Haymitch to bring her back then?" He asked gently wrapping an arm around her.
Sasha:
"O-ok. B-but I can't g-get up a-and g-go t-talk to h-her."
Leo
"It's up to you," he murmured, "but I'll be with you the whole time,"
Sasha:
She tensed more, then looked at Leo, wondering what he thought
Haymitch
"Haymitch, " he said, "Trilla wants to speak with you before she leaves,"
Sasha:
"Who's there?" she asked as she started to bandage the wound. "No stitches broke, that's good." she said to Leo
Leo
He Shrugged, "its alright," he got up and grabbed a new Bandage and handed it to Sasha.
Haymitch,
He knocked on the door.
Sasha:
"Yeah," she winced as she undid the blood soaked bandage. "I'm sorry about your shirt.
Guard 4:
He nodded