I feel like... we’ve all moved on from this site. We still talk to each other on a daily basis, but... not here. It makes me kind of sad. How about you guys?
The devil is dancing on my back, He has locked his target on every person in my mind, He has broken the bond said to be unbreakable, And demolished any trust I've had. He has turned the backs of those I love, Poisoned the minds of those whom I turn to, He has put string on my arms, And taped my mouth shut. It's like i'm his puppet, He does to me what he wants, And makes me do what he wants. He makes others look down upon me, Like im some curse they have to deal with, He made the one I love and adore, Insult me till I now lay, Crumpled on the floor. Its like he took the globe and flipped it around, Yet I still stay here, Confused and upside down. He has broken my heart, And given it away, He lets others use me. I am his victim. This a dark poem I wrote during school. And it's all true. I have become his victim. He had broken the bond, me and my close friend share. He has let other people use me, to get out of trouble. Basically, my friend got injured. A lot of people think it is fake sinse she fakes injuries a lot. A group of girls were gossiping about her when they called me over. Why had I been so stupid. Why had I let myself get involved. I was the only one who had seen the X-Rays, so I explained what happened and went back to practicing for a play. Soon I find out that she found out that I was supposedly gossiping about her. I asked a girl in my grade (lets call her Firbil idk) who had told her, and she said my BFF had told her. I got really mad at her and yelled at my BFF. The class found out and yelled at me for doing it. Remember the girl whom I had asked who did it. Apparently Firbil was the one who told her I was supposedly talking about her. Now half the class hates me and one of my best friends hate me. (me and my BFF made up) I dont want to go to school, for I dont want to see the look of shame from my injured friends eyes. This isn't the first time I've been used. I don't know what to do. Im lost
I feel the same way. Other than RP's, the Message board has been dead. I am not targeting this at anyone or trying to make anyone feel bad, but the Message board is for The Guardian Herd and ROTR series. RP's are amazing and fun, but I feel like the MB has gotten flooded by RP's and that not what the MB is for.
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE a good RP, but rn there are so many RP's and other miscellaneous topics that we'd kind of strayed away from what The Message Board is really about- TGH and ROTR.
Also, we are only using the Herd Chat page. There are several other amazing pages that Jennifer Lynn Alvarez has made and we aren't even posting on them!! Like Characters as Friends, or Misunderstood Villains or even Guest Book! We haven't used any of these tags in so long.
I say, instead of focusing on our own RP's, that we start to focus more on the actually Guardian Herd characters and dive into the books like we used to. Right now, The Message Board is mainly RP's and that's fine but -in my opinion- the MB is supposed to be used for discussing this AMAZING book series and talking about our favorite characters and stuff, not used for only RP's and new for making OC's.
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But that's my opinion.
Again, I am not targeting this at anyone. If you found this offensive, I am so sorry and that was NOT my goal. I am just trying to get the Message board back to a Message Board instead of a RolePlay Board.
I agree, im sorry I haven't been that active lately. ive just been busy with school and life and a bunch of other stuff that sucks.
Then promise you’ll make more time for the MB?
@Wispiflower I'll try. in between being hopelessly depressed, wanting to k!ll myself, and crying over Rain, I promise I'll try :)
Yeah... the MB has kinda gotten side tracked. I liked it back when we had drawing challenges (and not the ones that involve drawing a character a day, those are just so time consuming)
I know what you mean, Wispi. I do miss this site, but I think it's understandable. There's only so much time in a day, after all, and as we get older– I've been on this site for almost two years now, I think– we have more things to occupy us that get in the way of being here. I'm not saying that's good. I do wish I could be here more often. I'm just saying that it's okay if we can't.
Also, Riverbreeze, I disagree slightly. I think the RolePlays are a perfectly good way of enjoying and showing our love for the Guardian Herd series. I do agree there are likely too many of them (certainly too many to keep track of, anyway), but there's nothing wrong with RPing.
Well first of all this is the only place I talk to you guys soooo.... yah. But im not sure what you mean. I think the last few weeks have been quiet because of school. Are you saying it should be more tgh related?
If you want, we could add you to our kinda confusing google hangouts chat
I agree. I haven't been active lately. Sorry.
I agree... I haven't been on lately because I've recently started to bake and designs my own cakes :/ I really wish I had more time Y-Y But... when I do get on here, there's always something new to see and I love it all!
You're a cake designer now? That's so random and interesting
@Dragon Well... I'm trying to :/ I've got the baking part down, and I seem to be pretty good with frosting flowers, but I'm just now starting to get my foot in the door......... But thank you anyway, Dragon :)
@Autumnsky no problem. I've watched enough cooking shows to know that it's pretty tricky to learn how to decorate a cake, and make it look good (though, I actually have a preference for eating the les appetizing looking cakes, cause I fell less bad about taking some of it away XD )
@Wispiflower I guess the reason im not on is half the hangouts chat, but also... im pretty sure you can guess the other half. I'm not willing to act like im having fun on here, not without her.
Hi, @Wispiflower it has been so long! Hey, Herd Nerds! Hope you guys haven't forgotten me, but if you have, don't worry, it happens all the time. No offense to anyone, but I feel like everyone is just posting personal things or drawings (both of which are important but maybe not why this message board was created). (I could be wrong I literally skimmed through the posts, so don't quote me.) Anyways, I just want to say that I probably won't be on daily but I will maybe be on once a week? Maybe? *waves to everyone*