So as you probably know I may be leaving the MB or at least taking a break from here. But before I do, I just wanted to tell you guys especially Moon why I may have been cold to you. Like Lion, the Defenders of Anok Roleplay is my herd, my family. I don't really like sharing that much personal things on here because of obvious reasons, but I feel like before I leave, we should all just be on the same page. Before I found the MB and before I joined DOA, I had very few friends, and those friends that I had never really understood me and thought in some form or another that I'm weird, plus because of my love for horses I nonstop get bullied for my love of these creatures, even have had teachers laugh and make fun of me. So, when i came onto the MB it was a whole new world for me. Then when I joined the DOA Role play, I really found my place, my herd, my people. The type of people who loved and excepted me for who I am the type of people that loved my ideas, loved my characters and passion, and was just welcoming to me.
Thus because of this herd, my herd that I found, when you came Moon I may not have been as welcoming as you deserved. I am sorry for that but the people on the DOA were my first real friends and I became protective of them and cold to some of the new comers because I did not know how you would change the one place I felt safe.
So I'm sorry Moon if you felt like I was nice in the other RPs and on the MB but when it came to the DOA Role play I became cold, harsh, and giving the cold shoulder. I guess I just need to warm up to you...
I also wanted to write this so that if I don't come back my friends, Dapple, Marble (GrayFox), Lion, Ray and Snowmist know how much you guys mean to me and how happy I was once I saw your greetings on the Role-play and when you guys became my herd. Even if I leave, I will never forget you and the memories we made together.
Thunder, it's sad to see you go. Especially because I loved getting to talk to you. I know I wasn't on the friend list and I don't mind but just know, you will always be welcomed by me. Seeing new people join makes me sad because that often means that the older people start to leave. I'm glad you're sharing things like this to help us understand but I will never fully understand why you didn't share to begin with. I don't need to know, somethings I often don't want an answer to. I just want you to know, that we're still here
So are you no longer going to be on DOA?
I'm sad to see you go, but I totally get needing a break from the MB. I did just want to let you know that I still have your drawing requests for Thunderheart and Pearlflame on my list of things to draw and I'm still planning on drawing them. In fact, they're even up next in my queue so I will likely have them both posted in the next few days.
I'm awfully sorry about being bullied about your love for horses. (I feel like its a sttuggle, though I can't fathom why. They're stinking awesome) I do hope you'll stay. As you said, you are a part of the DOA herd and we all will miss you dearly. If you do plan on taking a break, just know we will be here when you do decide to return!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO please, please don't leave!!!!!!!!!!!! we literally CANNOT (and WILL not) advance the RP without you, and your characters are so important!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We love you, you're our friend and herdmate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry as well, Thunder! I've been having some... issues... at school, and I didn't know how to express it. All the rage, pain, and suffering in my OCs come from my mental state. I'm so so sorry, Thunder!
Please don’t leave! You mean so much to the DOA group, and Marble said she was only coming back if you were 😞