he ran a hand through his hair, "We both grew up with the sayings 'emotions make you weak' 'love makes you weak,' 'caring makes you weak' it's not true," he said softly.
"True it makes you worry, but that doesn't make you weak," he said with a sigh, looking back at Sasha, "It makes you stronger in ways, having people by you, thatk know you.
"Yes it is," he sighed, grabing a blank paper, and started to do a rough sketch of his dream house, a two floor house, without a basement, in the middle of a forest.
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Sasha:
She laughed softly at the kids throwing snowballs
Leo,
he got up and walked over to the window,
Sasha:
She looked at children making snowmen.
Leo,
he sighed softly, running a hand through his hiar.
Sasha:
She nodded slightly, "I know."
Leo,
he sighed, "Yeah, but I had to,"
Sasha:
"You shouldn't have had to deal with that."
Leo,
he shrugged, "That was just my life," he sighed.
Sasha:
"I'm sorry."
Leo,
he shrugged, "My dad forced me to spend days out in freezing weather like this sometimes," he said gesturing out side,
Sasha:
She shrugged
Leo,
"I don't think you would off, I think I might," he said softly
Sasha:
"I-I don't think we would have survived in the freezing cold dungon."
Leo,
he nodded, "Reallly cold,"
Sasha:
She nodded, "Yeah. It must be freezing outside."
Leo,
"you warm?": he asked
Sasha:
She looked out the window at the freezing cold snow. She shivered slightly
(I'm here!)
(Anyone here?)
(Hi!)
Leo,
"Same," he whispered.
Sasha:
"I'm sorry." she said softly, "I hate nightmares."
Leo,
"Yeah, just a stinking nightmare," he muttered.
Sasha:
"You ok Leo?" She asked, worried
Leo,
He jerked awake in the middle of his nightmare, and rubbed a tired hand across his face.
Sasha:
She doubted they would let her send the letter to her family but she had to try
Leo,
Hs slept soundly untill a nightmare entered his mind.
Sasha:
She sat at the desk and wrote her sister a letter
Leo,
He finished the rough sketch if his dream hours, one WITHOUT a basement, to many bad memories.
He rested his head on the back of the couch. And fell asleep.
His body shifted to the side, and his head fell softly into the arm of the couch, one of the first times he was in a deep sleep.
Sasha:
She stood up and walked back over to teh window. Why did she have to fight with Leo?
Leo,
He shook his head, then went back to drawing his dream house.
Sasha:
"Yes you are wrong." She said
Leo,
"Alright, I'll stop, but I'm not wrong," he said softly.
Leo,
"Alright, I'll stop, but I'm not wrong," he said softly.
Sasha:
"Leo, stop. You're wrong." She said
Leo,
He shook his head with a sigh, "you may not see it in yourself, but I do,"
Sasha:
She shook her head. "YOu MIGHT not be wrong about emotions not maing us weak but you ARE wrong about this."
Leo,
"Yes, yes you are," he whispered softly.
Sasha:
She shook her head. "I'm none of those things."
Leo,
"And what I say is true, you are amazing, smart, talented, and beautiful," he whispered softly.
Sasha:
She shrugged silently
Leo,
"Because I know that you're an amazing person! You've just had a rough past like me,:
Sasha:
"B-but why do you even want to be friends with me? I'm not nice most of the time."
Leo,
"We've been friends, all these years!" he said, "I won't let something as simple as a snap, break our friendship!"
Sasha:
"Why?" Se asked
Leo,
"it's alright," he whispered softly, "I forgive you, I always will,"
Sasha:
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap at you." She whispered through her hands
Leo,
he gently set a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
Sasha:
She rested her head in her hands
Leo,
he ran a hand through his hair, "you might not, but I defiently do,"
Sasha:
She looked down. "I don't know if I agree with that statement."
Leo,
"I don't, honestly," he sighed, "Granted pain, and hurt, come from caring, but so do other feelings, like hope, and happyness,"
Sasha:
"I just wish sometimes that i could stop caring about everything."
Leo,
"Yeah same," he whispered
Sasha:
"Everytime I stop believing it something happens to remind me that Emotions make you weak. Caring about people makes you weak."
Leo,
"Truth is, I can't" he said running a hand through his hair, "I just keep repeating it, in hopes I will beleive it,"
Sasha:
She shrugged, "H-how can you just stop believing what we have been told all our lives?"
Leo,
"Well, it's not," he said softly, "True it causes us to do some pretty stupid things," he said with a small laugh, "but it doesn't make us weak,"
Sasha:
"It seems true." She whispered
Leo,
he ran a hand through his hair, "We both grew up with the sayings 'emotions make you weak' 'love makes you weak,' 'caring makes you weak' it's not true," he said softly.
Sasha:
She shook her head
Leo,
"True it makes you worry, but that doesn't make you weak," he said with a sigh, looking back at Sasha, "It makes you stronger in ways, having people by you, thatk know you.
Sasha:
She shook her head. "Caring for people just causes you to worry. It makes you weak." She said, not truely believing what she said
Leo,
"Yes it is," he sighed, grabing a blank paper, and started to do a rough sketch of his dream house, a two floor house, without a basement, in the middle of a forest.
Sasha:
"No it's not a beautiful drawing." She said.
Leo,
he flinched slightly, "Yes it is a beautiful drawing," he stated looking away from her and back at his own drawing.
Sasha:
"No it's not!" She snapped, "It's stupid just like caring for people is."
Leo,
"It's not a stupid drawing," he said softly, "It's quite a beautiful drawing actually."
Sasha:
"Stupid drawing." She whispered angrily
Leo,
he ran a hand through his hair, and rested his head on the back of the coutch.
Sasha:
She set the drawing down of the table, She wanted to not care about anything ever again
Leo,
he looked at her worriedly.l
Sasha:
She glared silently at the picture
Leo,
"Sasha, you alright?" he asked again.
Sasha:
She didn't respond.
Leo,
he looked over at Sasha, "You sure you're alright?"
Sasha:
She winced as she ripped a corner of teh picture
Leo,
he glanced over at Sasha, then looked back at the drawing of the palace.
Sasha:
She closed her eyes for a second wishing she could rip up the picture and stop caring about everything
Leo,
he sighed softly, staring at the picture.
Sasha:
She wanted to rip up the picture. "Emotions make you weak." She thought
Leo,
he raised an eyebrow, but didn't press any further./
Sasha:
"I'm fine." She said sharply, she wanted to stop caring. Stop missing her family and Tekka
Leo,
"You alright?: he asked softly.
Sasha:
She ran her finger over Tekka's mane in the picture. A tear drop hit the drawing
Leo,
he glanced over at Sasha.
Sasha:
She looked at her drawing of Tekka and Isha
Leo,
he looked at the drawing he had done of the palace.
Sasha:
Her smile vanished and she looked down
Leo,
he quickly looked away and at his hands.
Sasha:
She smiled
Leo,
he smiled at Sasha.
Sasha:
She laughed softly.
Leo,
"And I'll throw them at you," he said with a smirk.
Sasha:
"I'll throw snowballs at you." She laughed
Leo,
he laughed softly, "And I'm going to be there that day,"
Sasha:
Here eyes were wide. "One day I'm going to start a snowball fight." She said with a smirk
Leo,
"It all depends on how fast it warms up, sometimes a day or two, sometimes like a week or more.
Sasha:
"How long does snow last? I was only gone from Dakur for a month or two and there was never any snow when I was here."