(NEW PART OUT Y"ALLZ

https://www.theguardianherd.com/messageboard/herd-chat/kihlari-rp-part-22

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(Sorry, I was catching up on Dom. and Sure you can make a new part, While you are doing that I am going to try and catch up with the entire website itself!! XD)

(Hello? XD)

(One question can I make a new part? XD I'll try to get a summary up)

(Sorry I wasn't here for a few days, I got to lazy to get on, then I just didn't feel like dealing with drama then I got busy with Fourth of July and friends coming over.... What did I miss and where am I needed guys?? XD)

Felix,

"Really Tuli, you are an amazing person, stop knocking yourself down,"

Tuli:

"No I'm not. Please just stop."

Felix,

"YEs you are,"

Tuli:

She shook her head, "N no I'm not!"

Felix,

"Don't say that about yourself," he told her gently, "You are amazing,"

Tuli:

"No it's not, I'm just a stupid coward."

Felix,

"Tuli, It's alright, really, it is,"

Tuli:

"B but I m messed up!"

Felix,

"In fact, I think you were brave for trying," he said.

(Bk)

(I gtg for a short bit)

Felix,

"You are not a coward!" He said, "you're the one that chose, to try to go in the house,"

Tuli:

"But I did. You wanted me to go into the house and I didn't because I am a coward."

(Back)1

(I gtg for 2 hours so I'll be back at 5 your time)

(Bai!)

Felix,

"Tuli, it's alright," he said gently, "you really didn't disappoint me,"

Tuli:

She shook her head (I gtg for a while so bye!)

Felix,

"You didn't disappoint me, you chose to go in here," he told her gently.

Tuli:

"B but I d did! you wanted m me to g go into the h house."

Felix,

"Don't say that," he said, "you didn't disappoint me,"

Tuli:

"I'm sorry to dispoitn you,"

Felix,

"It's alright," he whispered gently, "I'm not forcing you to,"

(ok)

Tuli:

"I'm sorry I can't...." She whispered sobbing

(Brb I might be like 10 minutes, I need to eat something XD)

Felix,

"It's alright Tuli," he said gently, "it's alright,"

Ashla:

She opened all the windows and made it as bright as posible.

Tuli:

She turned and ran into Felix, "I cant!"

Tuli:

She took one more step. Fighting the urge to run and never come back. She now stood in the doorway. She felt her body shaking

Felix,

"It's alright Tuli, I'm right here, no one is in there besides your sister," he said gently

Tuli:

She took one slow step and her foot crossed the doorway. She froze. Fighting not to back up and run. "Help me."

Felix,

He walked beside her, "It's alright," he whispered gently, "I'll be right here,"

Tuli:

"Let's do it." She said moving toward the house. She reached the door and froze.

Felix,

"Alright," he replied softly,

Tuli:

"I want to try." She whispered

Felix,

"You don't have to, I don't want to force you to do something you don't want to do," he said

Tuli:

She pulled back and looked at him, "If you want me to go into the house I will do it." She said

( @Echolake @Echolake @Echolake)

Felix,

"It's alright," he whispered gently.

(ECHO!!!!)

Tuli:

"I'm sorry." She whispered again

(Bai!)

Felix,

He gently hugged Tuli back.

Tuli:

She moved foreward and hugged him again. (I gtg for the night)

Felix,

He smiled kindly at Tuli for a few seconds, before quickly hiding his smile again,

Tuli:

She wanted to hug him but felt to nervous. "Thank you."

Felix,

"Of course I'm not mad," he replied

Tuli:

"Please don't be mad."

Felix,

"Hey, it's alright," he said,

Tuli:

She flinched and jerked away from him. Then regreted it. "I'm sorry!"

Felix,

He gently put his hand on her cheek, "It will be alright," he whispered to her softly, "It will be alright,"

Tuli:

"You didn't hurt me..... They did and it's not fair to make you and Ashla suffer." She said tears in her eyes

Felix,

"It's alright Tuli, you don't have to, no one is forcing you," he said softly

Tuli:

"I just can't." She whispered holding out her arms with her wrists bared the scars visable

Felix,

He looked at Tuli softly,

Tuli:

"It's not your fault I'm jsut so sorry!"

Felix,

He jumped down from the tree, "There is seriously nothing for you to be sorry for," he said

Tuli:

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!" She said scrambling down from the tree

Felix,

"Sorry about what?" he asked softly,

Tuli:

As the vison reseded and she saw the real world again she realized that Felix had seen that. "I'm sorry."

Felix,

He stood up balancing easily on the tree branch, and softly looked at TUli

Tuli:

She needed something to hold onto. She wrapped her arms aroudn the tree trunk hoping to banish the vison of the past

Felix,

"Really, you don't have to," he said

Tuli:

She looked down at her hands trying to remind herself that she was safe. "Please..." She whispered

Felix,

"I'm sorry," he whispered,

Tuli:

She remember the dark room and the horried men who had kidnapped her. She remembered the wounds on her wrists. "No...." She whispered tears in her eyes.

Felix,

"Alright, you don't have to," he said not pushing it,

Tuli:

"No no no no!" She said her mind going back to her inprisonment. She felt like she was being thrown back into that time. "I can't!"

Felix,

"Have a window open or something," he suggested, "I will understand if you don't want to go inside today," he said

Tuli:

"I cant be trapped again."

Tuli:

"I'm not going inside ever again!" She said

Felix,

"I would, but she would miss you, tons,"

Tuli:

"You'd protect her." She said still looking around her eyes panicky

Felix,

"Please Tuli," he said, "What would happen to Ashla, if you died out here, from hypothermia or something else," he said softly.

Tuli:

SHe leaped up. "NO!" She half screamed half shouted as she tried to scramble higher into the tree

Felix,

"Your sister worries about you, a lot," he said looking over to Tuli, "You should really sleep inside, you could get hypothermia out here,"

Tuli:

"What do you want? You are disturbing my sleep schedual."

Felix,

"Yup," He stated sitting on the branch that one end of the Hammock was tied on.

Tuli:

"Oh great. You again." She said

Felix,

"Alright," he said, heading back to the back yard, and climbed the tree that Tuli was in,

Ashla:

"I would say today. Her defence is down today and you might be able to convince her." She doubted it

Felix,

He smiled softly and got up, "When do you want me to try to convince her, I'm guessing tomorrow, becuase she had a rough day today,"

Ashla:

"Now get out of my house." She said laughing

Felix,

"I'll do my best," he said

Ashla:

"Convince her to enter this hut again please. She sleeps out there rain or snow or heat and it's not good for her."

Felix,

He nodded,

Ashla:

"Please do. She needs help so badly."

Felix,

"I will do anything I can to help her," he said calmly

Ashla:

"You need to help her." She said

Felix,

"That's so sad," he said softly looking back at Ashla

Ashla:

"Yeah it was. SHe had nightmares for weeks till her wounds healed and even then she never stepped foot in this hut again."

Felix,

"That must be rough," he whispered softly

Tuli:

"I was kidnapped for ransom that my parents couldn't pay. So it got added to their debt. That's why I don't trust anyone. I'm going back to by tree. Stop gossiping about me!" She said as she turned away and went back to her tree

Felix,

He shook his head, "For me, it was my father," he said softly wincing at the memories that flooded him

Tuli:

"You can't know how bad it was for us. Have you ever been kidnapped for ransom money?" She asked tears in her eyes

Felix,

"Actually, in ways, maybe different ways, but I do,"

Tuli:

"No you dont and you can't." She said fiercly

Felix,

"I understand how you feel in ways," he said softly,