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Lex he nodded. “I think you’d be good at that.”

Amaya

"Probably a Kihlara trainer, "

Lex

”What kind of job could you see yourself doing? I think I’d want to be a weapons instructor sometime in the future.”

Amaya

She smiled and nodded.

Lex

he nodded. He’d need to find someone to build a house as soon as he could. “Sounds like a very nice house.”

Amaya

"Hmmm, probably like a log or wood house in the forest," she murmured. "Two or three bedrooms, a book room, kitchen, "

Lex

”What’s your dream house like?”

Amaya

"Sure,"

Lex

”We could talk?”

Amaya

"So uh, anything you want to do?"

Lex

he was making himself not say anything about proposing to her despite the fact he really wanted too. He just smiled, ignoring the pain he was in

Amaya

She smiled slightly.

Lex

”Cool.” He was planning to propose to her on her birthday

Amaya

"A few days from now," she murmured, "3 days to be exact

Lex

”When’s your birthday?”

Amaya

"Hi," she smiled back.

Lex:

he smiled. "Hi."

Elaine

She smiled, and got up heading back upstairs,

Amaya

She re-entered the room and sat down.

Lex:

He nodded slightly

Elaine

"Is that all?" She whispered.

Lex:

He nodded, making a mental note of this. "What if she says no she doesn't want to marry me?" he asked worridly

Elaine

"Well, say something about why you love her them I guess ask her if she wants to marry you."

Lex:

He nodded, "Alright, thanks. Also, how would one propose to the girl he's in love with?" he whispered

Elaine

She smiled slightly "the jewelry shop, its right next to the bakery, " she whispered.

Lex:

"So, um.... I was wondering where- if someone was looking, they would find a ring?" he whispered to his mother

Amaya

"Sure," she said standing up, and getting Elaine, before heading into the kitchen

Elaine

"Whatcis it Lex?" She asked heading into the living room.

Lex:

He blushed. "Can I speak with my mom for a minute?" he asked.

Amaya

She blushed.

(I'm going to say likec3 days rp time XD)

Lex:

"You've got a beautiful laugh." he said with a smile.

(Do you know when Amaya's birthday is?)

Amaya

She smiled back.

Lex:

He smiled

Amaya

She laughed softly.

Lex:

"You say 'Of course' like stitching up someone's wounds for them is an every day thing." he said with a weak smile

Amaya

"Of course, "

Lex:

He blushed slightly. "Thank you for helping stitch them up.

Amaya

"I know," she murmured softly, placing a kiss on his cheek.

Lex:

He shrugged weakly

Amaya

"Well, there's nothing to apologize for, " he murmured.

(Can I vent for a minute?)

Lex:

"I don't know," he wasn't sure what he was apologizing for

Amaya

"For what?" She murmured softly.

Lex:

"i'm sorry."

Amaya

She gently wiped away the tears.

Lex:

He closed his eyes, tears rolling down his face, the pain he was in was agonizing

Amaya

She smiled slightly.

Lex

He nodded

Amaya

"It's alright, and yeah, I'm alright, "

Lex:

"Are you ok? I'm sorry I cna't make you something to eat."

Amaya

"Alright, " she murmured softly.

Lex:

"I don't know."

Amaya

"Anything I can grab or do to help?"

Lex:

He shook his head, barely supressing a groan of pain

Amaya

"You sure?

Lex:

"Y-yeah. I'm f-fine." the wounds on his chest burned with pain

Amaya

She looked back at him, "you alright? "

Lex:

He inhaled sharply, a bolt of pain running through his chest

Amaya

She bit her lip trying to think of something to say, she had already revealed that she had a panther scar on her left leg.

Amaya

She glanced away.

(May I jusf rant for s second)

(I just feel like I can’t do this. Like I can’t raise Ezra. Like I’m gonna fail him and already am failing him)

Lex:

He smiled slightly

Amaya

She s

Lex:

"Thanks, I hope so too."

Amaya

"I hope you start to feel better soon," she murmured.

Lex

he blushed slightly

Amaya

She gently placed a kiss on his cheek.

Lex

he wanted to scream and cry at the pain in his chest but he didn’t

Amaya

"Alright, " she murmured.

Lex

”Yeah.”

Amaya

"You alright?!" She asked eyes filling with worry.

Lex

he had been about to say something when a sharp spasm of coughing took over. When the coughing stopped he lay back exhausted and in pain.

Amaya

She looked back at him.

Lex

he looked up at Amaya

Amaya

She smiled slightly.

Lex

he nodded. “Ok.”

Amaya

"I'm serious, I-n alright,"

Lex

he wasn’t sure he believed her about her being ‘fine’

Amaya

"Only a few years ago," she shrugged , "I'm fine, really, "

Lex

”You were attacked by a panther!?” The worry was now evedent in his voice

Amaya

"Just couldn't escape a panther quick enkugj," she shrugged.

Lex

”What happened?” He asked again

Amaya

"Lex, o'm fine really, It just happened a few years back,"

Lex

the worry in his eyes increased. “What happened?”

Amaya

she shrugged "just A tad but of phantom pain,"

Lex

“‘nothing‘ as in ‘I dont want to tell you’? or ‘nothing’ as in there is nothing wrong?”

Amaya

"Nothing, " she murmured.

Lex

he looked at her worriedly. “What’s wrong?”

Amaya

"Y-yeah," she murmured.

Lex

”You ok?”

Amaya

She looked at him, leaning into the hand

Lex

he gently set a hand on her cheek

Amaya

She sighed softly.

Lex

he shrugged. “Everyone has battle scars, Amaya. Some external some internal.”

Amaya

She shrugged, "you've been through worse, "

Lex

”It must have been hard Going through all that.”

Amaya

She shrugged, "its alright,

Lex

he looked up at her. “I’m sorry you had to go through that.“

Amaya

"Well, when I was about 5 my father left," she shrugged , "i sometimes just wandered both the kijlari and horse stables,

I mostly taught myself how to hunt, but my mom taught me most of my weapons," she skipped ahead to when she lived in the jungle.

"And then, I lived in ghe jungle for the past 8 ½ years, just trying to survive , get food, train, that sorta stuff."

Lex

he waited in silence for her to talk

Amaya

She shrugged, "sure,"