โShe knows I dislike the rain but I couldnโt go crazy the way I normally do, Iโm sure if that had happened sheโd have thought I was crazy, which I might be. I still donโt like the rain.โ
heโd been slightly hopeful that sheโd proud of him, normally the sight of rain sent him into a panic and being outside when it rained made him frantic to get inside. But he was totally calm even though it was raining and heโd been outside In the rain
The rain started just as he finished speaking, she walked over to him and sat down, she placed a kiss on his forehead, "welll, now there's one good memory, " she smiled slightly.
Leo.
"Well, Haymitch wants us to get a better bond with our kihlari. "
"I'm sorry, I jsut don't like talking about my childhood. Whenever I failed a mission, Dad would make me sleep outside in the rain. And now I hate the rain," it felt good to be able to talk about this.
(I just need to vent right now. I am feeling so overwhelmed! Ezra just sat in his water dish, spilling the water all over the room and I just feel like I'm cleaning up one of his messes after another)
@Windfeather (oof! I'm so sorry! I have been having overwhelmed/anxiety attacks a lot more, almost every day, cause today Luna had an ancient, and that was just my breaking point today (ack sorry I'm turning this into one of my rants)
Mayve Ezra will get better with more time? Or more training ? Idk, I too have just been struggling with Luna)
@Cinderfrost (Sunblaze) (I hope so, I mean I know he's just a puppy but at the same time I just feel like he should act older (Which I knew is unreasonable). I love him to death but at the same time he's such a pain sometimes)
(New part https://www.theguardianherd.com/messageboard/herd-chat/kihlari-rp-part-197
Lex
he didnโt look at Bri, heโd still panicked at rain.
Amaya,
She headed x down to the kitchen.
Lex
he nodded and followed her
Amaya
"Thanks, " she smiled heading out thr door.
Lex
he held the door open, โAfter you.โ
Amaya
"Alright, " she smiled.
Lex
โLetโs go get some hot chocolate.โ
Shawn
Je smiled Back.
Amaya
She slowly pulled out of the hug.
Lex
he hugged her back
Molly:
She smiled.
Amaya
Sje gently pulled jim into another hug.
Lex
He was embarrassed that sheโd seen him freak out because of rain.
Amaya
"No problem, "
Lex
โItโs fine. Thanks for sticking by me.โ
Amaya,
"If you're not up to it, I don't want to have you do anything that you're not up to, or want to do,"
Lex
he felt like a failure, he hadnโt been able to keep from panicking after all. โCome on, thereโs hot chocolate down stairs.โ
Amaya
She slowly pulled out if the hug, so she could look him in the eyes, her stunning blue eyes were full of kindness.
Lex
he nodded, relieved That the storm was over.
Amaya
"There, its all over," she murmured.
Lex
heโd been doing so well with not panicking, why had it fallen apart? His panic slowly subsided as the storm stopped
Amaya
"You don't need to apologize, " she murmured softly
Lex
he didnโt know if she was right or not. โIโm sorry.โ
Amaya,
"Hey, you're safe," she murmured, "Notjing can get to you,"
Lex
everytime he heard a thunderclap he jumped then the panic started again
Amaya
She wrapped her other arm around him.
Amaya
She wrapped her other arm around him.
Lex
his panic slowly ebbed.
Amaya
"Lex, you are safe," she murmured, wrapping an arm around him in a partial hug.
Amaya
"Lex, you are safe," she murmured, wrapping an arm around him in a partial hug.
Lex
another thunderclap, he screamed again
Amaya
"Lex, I won't make you go outside," she said softly, gently setting a hand on his shoulder.
Lex
โN-no, I wonโt go back outside.โ His words were choked by tears.
Amaya
She was now sitting next to him, "Lex, you're safe," she murmured softly.
Lex
he was shaking violently
Amaya
She slowly crawled under the bed Next to him, "It's alright Lex," s he murmured softly, "everything's alright, "
Lex
the loudest thunder clap heโd ever heard thundered through the sky and he let out a scream, covering his head with his hands
Amaya
"Lex, its alright, " she murmured, "You're safe, "
Lex:
he heard footsteps and scooted closer to the wall under the bed. He was terrified by every thunderclap
Amaya
She walked over to Lex and sat down.
Lex
he stayed where he was, another thunderclap sounded and he flinched
Amaya
She knocked again, before slowly opening the door.
Lex:
he didnโt answer, memories of Dakur filling his mind, he scooted as close to the wall as he could, wishing he could just disappear
Amaya
She saw only one door was closed, she walked up to it and softly knocked on the door,
Lex:
โItโs just rain, J-just rain.โ He whispered to himself
Amaya
She was going to wait until Bri came over to ask about Lex, but she got up, and headed after where she had heard the footsteps.
Lex
with every thunderclap his panic grew. He crawled under his bed, trying to block out the sound of the thunder and rain
Bri
Sje worked on finishing the hot chocolate.
Lex:
he bolted up the stairs, ran to his room and closed the door behind him, sitting down with his back against it, his hands over his ears
Bri
"Alright. "
Lex:
โI need to go.โ he headed toward the stairs before he knew he was moving
Amaya
She glanced around not seeing Lex, but recognized where she was, she laid back down.
Bri
"Its alright Lex,"
Lex:
he heard another thunderclap and almost bolted upstairs to the safety of his room
Amaya
She yawned, sitting up slowly.
Lex:
he was shaking slightly as he finished making the hot chocolate
Bri
"Its alright bro,"
Amaya,
Sje stirred starting to wake.
Lex:
โthanks.โ He heard a thunderclap and jumped, the old panic returning.
Bri
"Alright, I won't , promise, "
Lex:
โStill, Im glad I didnโt panic the way I normally do. If you wouldnโt tell her about my reaction to rain, that would be great.โ
Bri
"I doubt that," she said, "she's stayed with you with already knowing that we're ex assassins, so I doubt she would of thought you were crazy."
Lex
โShe knows I dislike the rain but I couldnโt go crazy the way I normally do, Iโm sure if that had happened sheโd have thought I was crazy, which I might be. I still donโt like the rain.โ
Bri
"I know how you hate the rain, so uh- awesome job,"
Lex
he turned to look at Bri, โWhat do you mean, Bri?โ
Bri
"Nice job out there, " she murmured quietly.
Lex
heโd been slightly hopeful that sheโd proud of him, normally the sight of rain sent him into a panic and being outside when it rained made him frantic to get inside. But he was totally calm even though it was raining and heโd been outside In the rain
Bri
Sje nodded slightly.
Lex:
โItโs raining.โ He told Bri as he made the hot chocolate.
Amaya
She smiled in her sleep.
Lex:
he set Amaya on the couch and covered her with the blanket, then stood and went to work making hot chocolate
Bri
She nodded.
Lex:
โThanks.โ
Bri
"Sure," she said standing up and soo returner withca blanket.
Lex:
heโd get her back for teasing him later, โDo you have a blanket? I donโt want her to get a cold from being out in the rain.โ
Bri
Sje glanced up from a book, and smirked slightly, "anytjig you need lil bro?:
Sasha:
Her eyes closed and she was asleep.
Lex:
he opened the door, hoping Bri was around and could get a blanket for Amaya.
Amaya
She stirred slightly, but stayed asleep.
Leo
"Get some rest Love" he whispered softly.
Lex:
He picked Her up and carried her toward the house, not wanting her to catch a cold from being outside in the rain.
Sasha:
โI donโt want to sleep. I want to practice sword fighting.โ
Leo
"Get some sleep, " he murmured.
Amaya
She fell into a light sleep, head resting on his chest.
Sasha:
"So tired."
Lex:
He loved her with his whole heart
Leo
He smiled.
Athena
She loved being here, with him,
Lex:
He smiled slightly.
Sasha:
"Exploring," she mumbled, her eyes half closed
Amaya
She leaned into the hug, hugging him back.
Leo
"Hmmmm, go exploring? Climb trees?"
Lex:
He blushed, not even noticing the rain, he hesitantly hugged her.
Sasha:
"That's not what I meant. I meant in our free time."
Amaya
The rain started just as he finished speaking, she walked over to him and sat down, she placed a kiss on his forehead, "welll, now there's one good memory, " she smiled slightly.
Leo.
"Well, Haymitch wants us to get a better bond with our kihlari. "
Lex:
"I'm sorry, I jsut don't like talking about my childhood. Whenever I failed a mission, Dad would make me sleep outside in the rain. And now I hate the rain," it felt good to be able to talk about this.
Sasha:
She lay down again
Amaya
"Alright, " she replied, not pressing for an answer.
Leo
Ye sat down.
Sasha:
She set down the toast.
Lex:
He rubbed his forehead, too many nights sleepign in the rain when he failed missions. "I just don't like it."
Leo
Hw nodded.
Amaya
she glanced over at him curioslycuriously,, "why not?" She asked Tilting her head.
Sasha:
"Thanks." she took a small bite of the toast.
Lex:
he sighed softly. "I don't like rain."
Amaya
She glanced up, "looks like it," she agreed.
Leo
"Hey," he smiled, handing her the toast.
Sasha:
She looked up when he came in. "hey."
Lex:
He stared at the clouds in the sky. "Looks a little like rain."
Leo
He soon returned with the toast.
Amaya
She glanced around at the scenery.
Sasha:
She waited anxiously, not liking being left alone
(XD, rn my baby is asleep)
Leo
He nodded smiling, standing up and heading out of the room.
(He's chasing an ice cube around my room at the moment and is pretty well entertained by it)
Sasha:
"Thanks, Love."
Leo
He nodded, "of course M'lady,"
(Yeah I feel the same way with Luna.)
Sasha:
"Maybe toast?" she wasn't sure she could keep any food down but she was super hungry and had to try
Leo
"Anything particular you want, Love?"
(I just need to vent right now. I am feeling so overwhelmed! Ezra just sat in his water dish, spilling the water all over the room and I just feel like I'm cleaning up one of his messes after another)