Sasha: She hurried down the hall, bumping into Ezra as she passed him. She found a spare room, went inside and locked the door, she lay down on the ground and sobbed like her heart was breaking, and it was
"You love the fact that I put you in danger? You love the fact that most of the time I don't act sane? You love the fact that I can't do ANYTHING right?!"
"You matter to me, we've been friends for a bit over 10 years, you're now my grifriend for the past week or 2, and I love you, you're personality, everything about you,"
He let his arms fall limply to his sides, "Sasha," he murmured, "I couldn't survive withwithout you, if- if I had lost you- I-I would just be an empty emotionless person,"
"I do care, I've put you in more danger, I should have taken that arrow for you, that way you wouldn't have gotten hurt and you'd be safe. Now you're still in danger." she scooted away from Leo's hug
"You would have lived, you wouldn't have gotten hurt. Because of ME you've nearly died many times. When you went back to Dakur because Andrew threatened me, when you dove into a flooded river to save me from drowning, when you fought Lex. When will you see that I am the cause of all of the danger you're in?!"
"This isn't normal and you know it. It isn't normal that I have so many nightmares, it isn't normal that I have to fight to keep Dakur Sasha from taking over, none of this is normal, something IS wrong with me."
"It's not alright! Nothing is alright!" her words should have sounded angry and frustrated but they didn't they were just as flat and unemotional as everything else she had said
She growled slightly. "I don't like being safe, there's no adventure." she tried to smirk but didn't feel like she was in the moment, she felt...... vacant, like she wasn't acctually there.
She shrugged. "And yes it is too so. You know I don't listen to orders unless I want to. I remember quite a few times you told me to do things like when we were fighting and you said, 'Get out of here' I didn't, and when you told me to trust you when you left with Andrew I didn't. And I don't know if I'm alright."
(New psrt https://www.theguardianherd.com/messageboard/herd-chat/kihlari-rp-part-162-1
Ezra:
"I am so so sorry."
Athena,
"Alright, " she smiled.
Ava:
"Let's go outside." she said to Athena
Ezra:
He hugged him, knowing no words he could say would help Leo's broken heart.
Leo,
Silent sobs racked his body.
Ezra:
He walked over to Leo and hugged him, "I'm so sorry."
Leo
"Well, S-Sasha, broke up with me, and I a-Asume i-it's because she wants to keep me s-safe."
Ezra:
He noted the change in Leo's voice. "What's wrong?"
Leo,
He nodded, "A-alright, "
Ezra:
He stopped by Leo's door and knocked. "I came to tell you that I'm going to check on Esdras, I'll check on Titus too."
Sasha: She hurried down the hall, bumping into Ezra as she passed him. She found a spare room, went inside and locked the door, she lay down on the ground and sobbed like her heart was breaking, and it was
Leo,
He was stunned, and didn't know how to react, a silent tear ran down his face.
Sasha:
She shook her head, stood and left as fast as she could, her shoulders shaking with sobs
Leo,
He winced, "w-why?"
Sasha:
She spoke the words that ripped her heart into shreds and took away her hope, but would keep Leo safe. "I can't be your girlfriend anymore."
(I updated Sandsong for you Cinder!
Leo,
"Yes I am, you're smart, quick thinking, beautiful, talented.
Smart,
Knowledgeable in weapons, Knowledgeable it tons of things.
Quick thinking,
Though ti might get you in danger sometimes, its true..
Beautiful,
That speaks for itself.
Talented,
Climbing trees, setting traps, able to use an abundance of weapons.
And smart.
Thsts a combination of everything I just said.
(I gtg for the night, bye!)
Sasha:
"No your not, love, you aren't seeing reason."
Leo,
"But I am seeing reason,"
Sasha:
She tried to get him to see reason, "You're simply saying that because I'm your friend."
Leo,
"Not that," he murmured, "though that is a part of you, I still love, it's you're personality, you're smarts,"
Sasha:
"You love the fact that I put you in danger? You love the fact that most of the time I don't act sane? You love the fact that I can't do ANYTHING right?!"
Leo,
"You matter to me, we've been friends for a bit over 10 years, you're now my grifriend for the past week or 2, and I love you, you're personality, everything about you,"
Sasha:
"And why is that?! I don't even matter!"
Leo,
"Sasha, How many times to I have to say it, I'd NEVER, forget about you "
(The caps id just to emphasize it since I can't edit it on my phone)
(Made sense to me)
Sasha:
She shook her head. "You seem to think that I'm the only person in the world. You'd have a family and be happy, and then you wouldn't remember me."
Leo,
"I don't think I could ever be as happy, as I am with you "
(Ack hope that made sense)
Sasha:
"Yes you would." she wiped away tears with her sleeve. "You'd forget about me just like everyone else does and you'd move on and have a happy life."
Leo,
"Sasha, I'd never forget you, and never move on,"
Sasha:
"No you wouldn't. You'd survive and you'd forget about me, which wouldn't be a hard thing to do, and you'd move on."
Leo,
He let his arms fall limply to his sides, "Sasha," he murmured, "I couldn't survive withwithout you, if- if I had lost you- I-I would just be an empty emotionless person,"
Sasha:
"I do care, I've put you in more danger, I should have taken that arrow for you, that way you wouldn't have gotten hurt and you'd be safe. Now you're still in danger." she scooted away from Leo's hug
Leo,
"I don't care," he murmured,
Sasha:
"You would have lived, you wouldn't have gotten hurt. Because of ME you've nearly died many times. When you went back to Dakur because Andrew threatened me, when you dove into a flooded river to save me from drowning, when you fought Lex. When will you see that I am the cause of all of the danger you're in?!"
Leo,
He shook his head, "no," he whispered, "I don't know what I'd do if I lost you."
Sasha:
"Yes." was the only word she could think to say.
Leo,
"Yiu did what you could. What more could you of done? Blocked the arrow? And died?" He said his voice choking.
Sasha:
"I didn't do enough! You still got hurt because I failed to keep you safe!"
Leo,
"Sasha, you did what you could, "You're not a coward, "
Sasha:
"That makes you much braver than me. And there for makes me insignificant." she said, her voice calm
Leo,
He shrugged, "Probably, but still,"
Sasha:
When Leo talked about her father she shuddered, she hated her father. "Y-you were worse off than I was."
Leo,
"Yes yiu are, I don't know how you we're able to survive, that long dealing with you're father, " he murmured quietly.
Sasha:
"No I'm not."
Leo,
"No," he murmured, "You're amazing, and strong," he brushed hair out of her eyes,
Sasha:
"Why? because you're blinded by 'love'?"
Leo
"Sasha, other people would say different," he murmured. "But I'm not other people, notjing is wrong with you in my eyes, "
Sasha:
"This isn't normal and you know it. It isn't normal that I have so many nightmares, it isn't normal that I have to fight to keep Dakur Sasha from taking over, none of this is normal, something IS wrong with me."
Leo
"I did, and I am,"
Sasha:
"That's not true, you promised to tell me the truth,"
Leo
"Nothing," he murmured.
Sasha:
"What's wrong with me?"
Leo
He gently ran a hand through Sasha's hair.
Sasha:
She looked away
Leo,
"Love you too," he murmured.
Sasha:
"I love you."
Leo,
"Don't be sorry," he murmured, :it's alright. "
Sasha:
She slowly stopped crying. "I'm sorry."
Leo,
He pulled her into a hug, being careful of her wounds.
Sasha:
She kept crying.
Leo,
"I don't," he admitted.
Sasha:
She wanted to believe him but she really didn't, "How can you know?"
Leo,
"It's going to be alright, " he murmured.
Sasha:
She couldn't stop crying
Leo,
He whispered reassuring words to her.
Sasha:
She sobbed into her hands
Leo,
He gently wrapped qn srm around her.
Sasha:
She bit her lip, "That doesn't make you stupid. What's wrong with me?!" she muttered, resting her head in her hands
Leo,
"Sasha, you're not stupid, remember I didn't even know whst a Dophin is,"
Sasha:
"No it's not! If I don't know things that makes me stupid and I hate being stupid!"
Leo,
"Yes it is," he murmured.
Sasha:
"No it's not."
Leo,
"Sasha," he murmured, "It's alright to not know things,"
Sasha:
"It's not alright! Nothing is alright!" her words should have sounded angry and frustrated but they didn't they were just as flat and unemotional as everything else she had said
Leo,
"That's alright," he murmured.
Sasha:
She looked at him, "I'm sorry, I don't know wh-what wr-wrong with m-me."
Leo
He sighed, and gently traced his finger, along her jawline.
"If there's anything I can help with,, just let me know," he murmured.
Sasha:
She looked listless, not really seeming to care about anything
Leo,
He wished he knew how to help Sasha.
Sasha:
"Yeah..... I guess....... I don't know......" she shrugged
Leo,
"when You're up to it, want to go on a flight?"
Athena,
She smiled, listing to Sasha.
Ava:
SHe stopped talking long enough to eat and then started talking again.
Sasha:
She tried to think of why she felt like this but couldn't think of the reason
Leo,
He looked at her worriedly.
Athena,
She took another roll.
Sasha:
She went back to tugging on her hair. Ezra:
"Thank you," he got up and walked out of the room, going to check on Esdras
Rose,
She nodded, "of course, "
Leo,
"Alright, " he murmured .
Sasha:
She shrugged, "I didn't know I was."
Ezra:
"May I be excused, Your Highness?"
Athena,
She smiled slightly at Ezra.
Leo,
"Wjy are you tugging on you're hair?" He murmured.
Sasha:
"What?" she asked.
Ezra:
He smiled at Athena
Leo,
He set his hand on hers.
Athena
She glanced around.
Sasha:
She tugged on her hair, why do I feel like I'm not here? Like.... I'm here but I'm not HERE.
Leo,
"Alright,"
Sasha:
"True, in that situation........ I still probably won't listen to you."
Leo
He smirked slightly, "That's true, but I'm talking evil pyshopaths coming after us,"
Sasha:
She growled slightly. "I don't like being safe, there's no adventure." she tried to smirk but didn't feel like she was in the moment, she felt...... vacant, like she wasn't acctually there.
Leo,
He smiled slightly, "it will keep you safe more, " he murmured quietly.
Sasha:
"Maybe I should listen to orders more, I'll work on that."
Leo,
He sighed, brushing hair out of her face, "I know," he murmured, "one of the many things I love about you, "
Sasha:
She shrugged. "And yes it is too so. You know I don't listen to orders unless I want to. I remember quite a few times you told me to do things like when we were fighting and you said, 'Get out of here' I didn't, and when you told me to trust you when you left with Andrew I didn't. And I don't know if I'm alright."