I'm considering ending my life.

I feel so alone, so lost, so sad, so depressed. My friends in real life are using me. I can't stop crying. I feel so horribly alone and I hate it. I can't tell anyone because they'll... well, I don't know.

I guess it runs in the family. My dad's brother did it before I was born. My mother tells me she had depression when she was my age, too.

My friends are using me.

They wouldn't care if I did it.

That's why I haven't told them.

But I know you guys would, and that's why I'm telling you.

I'm also telling you because I trust you guys. I trust you guys so much. You would know what to do. You guys can help me. Please.

I've prayed to God that He'll somehow tell me everything's going to be alright.

Please help me. I'm so sorry about everything mean I've ever done or said.

I love you guys, forever and always.

~ Em 🖤