I'm considering ending my life.
I feel so alone, so lost, so sad, so depressed. My friends in real life are using me. I can't stop crying. I feel so horribly alone and I hate it. I can't tell anyone because they'll... well, I don't know.
I guess it runs in the family. My dad's brother did it before I was born. My mother tells me she had depression when she was my age, too.
My friends are using me.
They wouldn't care if I did it.
That's why I haven't told them.
But I know you guys would, and that's why I'm telling you.
I'm also telling you because I trust you guys. I trust you guys so much. You would know what to do. You guys can help me. Please.
I've prayed to God that He'll somehow tell me everything's going to be alright.
Please help me. I'm so sorry about everything mean I've ever done or said.
I love you guys, forever and always.
~ Em 🖤
I know i am kinda late but reading this is breaking my heart please don't end your life
(Stormsun can you rp?)
Good job in praying to God. Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and no one can come to the Father except through him. I'd lived a life with uncertainty and attempts to go my own way in darkness and try to find happiness with a life without God. That was impossible.
Echo, it's way more simple to come to the Father now because Jesus had made that way for you by dying on the cross and taking on all our sins, taking the blows for all of us from the wrath of God.
You don't need to work for your salvation where you can have peace and joy. Go to a quiet place and pray. Surrender yourself to God and confess your sins to Him, repent and believe in Christ, the only true Savior. Repenting means to turn away from you sin and run away. Not literally lol.
Let God take control as the true King in your life, and He will adopt you as His Child, not a rebel any longer.
I've done it, and I know the true peace, hope and joy in Christ. I hope you found it helpful.
I don't know the true pain you've been through, but I can say that I've had my own pain before... I suffer from O.C.D (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) It's a disorder in which a person has uncontrollable, reoccurring thoughts and behaviors that he or she feels the urge to repeat over and over......... I am ALWAYS fighting this disorder! So I do know how it feels to think it would all be better if I could end it. If I could just stop all the counting and all these thoughts Y-Y But I look forward. I know it's hard, but it's worth it! I am now starting to designs cakes! And you can put your mind to something good that you love, too! Something that's yours! Please! Don't let your bad thoughts and scared mind take over your life! You are better than that, Echo! We love you! <3
@Echomoon You mean the world to us too!
@Coraleaf and @Iceflower thank you both so much. you all mean the world to me. thank you.
My Great Grandma (GG) just past away, she was an amazing influence in my life. Your sufferings made me think of her. She had a great many sufferings, breathing, strength, many. But yet, she persevered through those with joy. She had something much greater to look forward to... she looked forward to being with Christ. I remember her saying something like this, "I won't be as sad as you would be, cuz' i would be Him!"
Your here for a reason. He has a plan for you.
Don't do it. Life gets hard, I get it. But think about all the people that loves you. " Give your self another day, another chance. You will find your courage.DONT GIVE UP."
ALL OF US LOVE YOU. Dont do it. Your drawings are beautiful, your life is too.
Echo, you have a Savior, and He's here, (spiritually), His loving arms open wide, waiting for you. Waiting for you to come to Him and become a Child of God. God sent His Son Jesus, to sacrifice Himself in place of you. He took your sins and paid the price for your sake... because He loves you Echo.
"For the wages of sin is DEATH..." He took that wage in place of you. We all love you Echo, and want the best for you. I love because the Father first loved me.
Google Answers:
When used in conjunction with dates, BCE means "Before Common Era" and CE means "Common Era." "Common Era" is an alternative name for the traditional calendar era "Anno Domini" ("in the Year of Our Lord"), abbreviated AD. BCE is an alternative name for the traditional calendar era "Before Christ," abbreviated BC.
xD sorryt Echo!
... well then xD
just go with it :p also B.C.E and forgot other one C.E?
From Google:
B.C. stands for “before Christ” and A.D. stands for “after death.”
This is only half correct. How could the year 1 B.C. have been “before Christ” and A.D. 1 been “after death”? B.C. does stand for “before Christ.” A.D. actually stands for the Latin phrase anno domini, which means “in the year of our Lord.” The B.C./A.D. dating system is not taught in the Bible. It actually was not fully implemented and accepted until several centuries after Jesus’ death.
Pananah changed her name to Brightberry
Brightberry your pananah?
i dissed religion.....? and stop dont argue about when born. its in the roman census and um dont want to offend anyone, his father was something forgot name but yeah thats not religion. he ;lived throughout AD and Constantine is also great cause he stopped crucifixion of christians and jews i believe. (after Jesus's death)
B.C stands for before christ A.D is after death but is Anna Domini and i just figureed Semper means always and Semper Fidelis
Okay, so I Googled what year Jesus was born in, and according to historical records, Jesus was born in 4 A.D. (A.D. does stand for Anno Domini)