I know a lot of members have been leaving the MB. I just want to put my school as first priority. My mom is done in a week and a half and I want to be able to hang out. I want to thank you guys for supporting me. I will still come back every now and then.
I understood! She was talking about a nerdy character from the “Warriors” cat book series. That’s cool pananah! Also very funny (because I interpret things in my own special way sometimes)
okay . . . . Confused here
Oh gosh... I'm looking through the comments and I see Flamefrosts, the one that says hes nerdy, as soon as I see it I remember a video on youtube. Blackstars to white and nerdy. Blackstar's a Warriors character.
Wish I could say I am ;-;
Flamefrost!! I'm nerdy to!!
I know you guys know I'm kind of a nerd, not in a bad way though. Something nerdy you may find encouraging:
If someone pulls another person down, technically they are already below that person.
ONE LAST THING ON THAT TOPIN O^O If you are getting bullied........ You wanna know why they bully you. The're jealous. They just want to be just like you so they think putting you down makes them higher. If they will only learn the awesomenss os you and your powers they would know. If you are feeling weak, than stand up and try again. We all make mistakes and we learn from them something new everyday.........
I hope those some encouraging words ;-;. I'm not great at giving out advice but that is just my best advice I could possibley give and this........ If a bullie is picking on someone smaller or younger than them that just shows weakness. It shows they are not strong. If they can't pick someone their own size or bigger then they are VERY weak. ;-; Yup..... VERY sappy......... ;-;
Sorry if that sounded snarky. The answer is NONE. But yeah we can change the subject now.
What good do they do? Ask them that. What do you think?
And pray. That’s the main goal. Pray. (I’ll pray for you guys too.) But ok Rainfeather i agree
Yup, should we change the subject? I kinda dont feel confortable with this topic. ;-;
-hugs them all- Don’t ever break down and tell yourself its all over. Get those depressing and suicidal thoughts out of your head. What good do they do anyway?
Oh my God . . . . . that was so brave. I have en entire page of motivational quotes that I look at when I'm feeling down, and I just need to share this.
"The one who fell and stood up again is so much stronger than the one who never fell." ~Unknown
Ive known since I was 10, I was called ugly and bullied. You said you knew what to do, I listened for a while but know Im telling you: Back off. Get away from me. I know what my brothers did. I know what my cousin did. I know you depression are that little voice the devil speaks with in my head. I felt alone in this big world, I let you in, you took over. The voice in my head will not have any more power over me. I was forgiven for my sins years ago. I blamed the one who said I was forgiven, for the drugs and alcohol that was used in this family. I learned to reject this voice in my head, but sometimes it creeps in when dispair is here. Back off depression, back off depression. You are no longer in control. I havent given up and I never will. I will not silence, but you will.
Never forget there is someone who loves you, even though he knows your crimes. Dont ever stop fighting!!
wow that is really brave to say. DON'T LET DEPRESSION WIN
An open letter to my depression:
Dear depression, we go way back. I remember the first time I met you. I was seven years old, a pig-tailed lover of books, teased for clothing my mother could barely afford. The second time I met you was at a house party, it was the first time I understood the word ugly. We met again when I learned I was but an accesory to my parents, when I was sad for the 49th day in a row. I begged you to go away, but you would not leave. You, depression, are my young young childhood friend. The midnight voices in my head, a slick tongue. You pretend to have the answers, but loving you got me sick, got me suicide-watched, got me cutting my hand. Find the nearest ledge, you say. Walk out, you say. Suspend, you say. Wouldn't I be happier dead? Yesterday, I cried enough to name myself the sad girl again. Lonely has developed an authority where my family seem to be watching me crumble. Always fussing about the wrong I had done, about the pretty I've burned. What I learned of sadness is from you. You told me friends and family won't love me, but a fastened rope can. You tell me this is incurable. Can't move on. Can't be joyful for more than a minute, that I have to hide behind you and call that killing. You, a distraction to my happiness, a house of lies. Sickness can do that. It can lie, it can claw. My sadness will not cease. It will not quiet, and I am afraid to die. I am afraid to die. Depression is a slaughter house. It will write you into a story without rest. It will rip you piece by piece. Comb your brain into a beautiful haunting and name it distant wilderness. But dare yourself friend to run into joy screaming, "you cannot have me." You cannot have me. I am not my past. I am worthy of love I am worthy. I am forgiving myself for not being strong enough to believe in myself. I can tell you, I do not know who my father is. I can tell you, my best friend's father told my already disappointed family a false accusation that cornered me until the only open door was the advice depression had given me. I can tell you the number of people I let crawl into my life and throw it in the trash. There is no escape. But I got recycled. I would rather tell you I am letting go. I am letting failure go. I am letting loneliness go. I will not give up. You will not silence me.
Please.. I beg of you don't let depression win. We can fight through this together. We can keep surging foward together.
That is really sad I am sorry to hear that
Oh, wow. I'm actually going through a lot of stress with my health and stomach and stuff, and on the really bad days I admit I have suicidal thoughts. It's really creepy and hard to stop them, and I haven't told my parents either.
Rainfeather, I didnt tell anyone this (not even my parents) but I suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts. I dont want to leave but school is really important to me. Leaving even for a few weeks is breaking my heart.