First off, I will warn you, this post is sort of all over the place.
You (or whoever rando reading this) may or may not have noticed that I haven't been on in the last... week? If you have, I apologize. If you haven't... okay.
I'm sorry. I just... haven't been in the mood to log on. Before, I would practically die from not being on for more than an hour... but now... it's just... not the same? I've been sort of putting aside this fandom, reading other series, trying to get more sleep, drawing things that aren't just winged horses, hanging out with friends more, not waiting until last minute to turn in hw, spending time with family.
I know, this will sound dramatic, but this site has sort of taken part of me. Not trying to be rude here.
The thing is, we only live once. And we can't live by sitting in front of the screen and shutting out others, now can we? Now, I'm not saying we do, I'm just saying that I could've.
The point is, I'm definitely not going to be as active on here as I used to be. Maybe logging on few times a week, or a RPing for a little bit and stuff like that... but... not every second for sure.
You could call it leaving, taking a break, I call it getting off social media and living.
Don't get me wrong. I still love you guys, you people behind the screen that I've never once met before in person. Gosh, I love you so much. But that doesn't mean I'll be on much.
Just needed to tell you. Goodness, this is getting long. Classic me XD
Love you peeps💕
...Second, I sort of need help. I like this boy at school... but idk if he likes me back. He might, I'm not sure. I'm planning on telling him closer to the end of school (we only have like a week left tho), since I'll be... leaving and going to a different school anyway. And that's another thing. I've wanted to tell you guys for a while but have kind of tried to hide it at the same time... because it would feel more real if I made a post about it or something.
My mom signed me up for a private school back in February I think. I know some friends who go there... but I don't want to go. It's a smaller private school, Christian, very strict clothes policy (only black shoes and no other color on shoes, have to have hair up and no dying it, have to wear the school uniforms that make me feel like an old lady), and... not my kind of thing.
Ha ha, lucky me. Sorry, just needed to vent.
But... back to my crush. I'm planning on emailing him through the school website thing or getting his email somehow... but idk. I'm literally so nervous. One of my close friends knows I like him, my other friend might know too (but she might like him also... *bites lip*)... and... yeah. Any advice? (Though please don't say "Go with your heart" or anything because... 1... my heart is stubborn and yeah. Also, now that I think about it, it would probably be something I would say. *regrets life decisions*)
...hi. Heh. It's almost midnight at the moment... I should probably go to bed. I'll try to get on tomorrow if I can, and I probably will. Wuv u ^^
Also... I updated/re-did my About/Profile page. I'm not going to say anything, so read it if you want. We can have a chat about it if one... errr... certain lil thing angers you. Sorry Starleaf shippers. But I had too :)
Again, love you darlin, but I gotta sleep (or try too). Night <3
-Val
I understand! This sight can be addicting and when I first became active on it, I was having trouble being away from it. I think you know what is best for you and I am proud that you were able to admit it to yourself and that you were able to tell us. We all love you and always will. Whether you are on every hour of the day, or never show up again. We are a herd, and always will be.
As for the crush, I believe in you! Don't put it off too long especially if you can do something with it. (My parents are iffy about dating and such. No one knows what the right age to start is, XD) Also, there is something about crushes and love that brings a smile to my face.