echo, echo, echo. where did it all go wrong? ever since you've joined the message board you've been making posts nonstop about how insecure you are. you've been continuously jumping into conversations with stories you have had, interrupting another person. every time, you make it all about you. when will you learn that other people have lives too? that maybe they don't want to hear about the 4 horses you've ridden in your lifetime?
maybe, for once, they don't care that you're crying again. maybe you're the reason Rainfeather left, because of you? maybe you had the chance to help her, but you didn't? maybe you can't save anyone. maybe it's because you're only a broken 12 year-old girl, trying to pick up the pieces and move on?
how I feel right now ^
I know this doesn't belong here, but I feel like... I don't know, there are certain people who I want this to see? I'm sorry if this is too....... depressing, out of reach, completely selfish? I'll take it down if it is. right now I just feel like a broken mess, and here I am, pushing my problems onto you guys. again. im sorry. I just... feel like you're the only ones who can save me now. I know it sounds dramatic, but it's true.
with all the love in this broken world,
~> Emily <~