This is like a small pep talk, nothing cool, sorry. But anyways, I've noticed you keep saying "aww I messed everything up :(" or along the lines of that in your posts, and I just wanna tell that's no where NEAR true! We ALL make mistakes, it's what makes us... er... human? Horse? Pegasus? well one or all of those anyway XD but seriously, dude, you have to stop doubting yourself. God made you the way you are because in his eyes, and ours, you're perfect just the way you already are. You don't mess everything up, and your drawings are seriously some of the best I've ever seen.
Lol I really need to take this advice myself too XD but still. We all love you man. Don't doubt yourself. Don't blame yourself when you make mistakes. You're amazing and beautiful, and you need to see that.