I can't believe you came back. I'm literally crying. you're my best friend. you're my sister. don't leave again. even though I know you're doing somewhat better, I wouldn't be able to take it if you leave here for good. ive already said everything I needed to the last two times I replied to you.
don't you dare leave. none of this is your fault. none of it. please let me help. promise me every time you feel bad, you'll tell me. don't leave me again. you just came back and I can't take it without you. you've made the hoof print in my life and now you'll never be able to un-make it. this past year, ive been my worst. ive been switching around medications because I cant get by without them. ive lost my humour and every day, all the time, my mind's been spinning around about you. Wondering if you've left me without a goodbye, wondering how you're doing, wondering if you're in pain, wondering if you'll ever come back. it's all been you you you and ive basically lost my sanity over it.
im so glad you're back. ive spent so much time crying and praying for you.
I love you so, so so so so, so SO SO SO SO much. Do you want me to list everything I love about you? Well too bad, because I AM GOING TO. You are:
- Smart
- Beautiful
- Amazing
- Supportive
- Lovely
- The best
- Always there for me
- My soul sister
I am yours. whatever you want me to do, I'll do it. I'd set the world on fire, break my wings, tear up my feathers, break myself, die. I'd do it all. I'd do it over and over and over, if that's what you wanted. I'd do whatever it takes to make you stay, to make you happy.
don't go. don't leave for good. stay. I swear I'll always love you. don't go. everyone here will miss you if you do. it's just - you've finally come back, and the thought of you leaving again is too much. please.
❤️
Also I was very tempted to say your real name and Flames.
I miss her too Echo. But Flame is right, she said she would be around and start replying, but that she was scared she wouldn't be welcome here. We need to give her time to get used to us. It's been a long time Echo, and a lot of things have changed, in all of us. We should all give her space, but let her know she is loved and always welcome.
Unconditional love is endless support regardless of actions, right? Obsessions are unhealthy. If Rain needs space, with the promise to come back for good at some point, can't you let her have some?
Rain, I apologize if I'm twisting your words. Don't hesitate to call me out on it if I am.
Echo, I'm sorry for being this blunt. But I think it's necessary. You're blinded right now, Emi. Clear the fog of ecstasy for a bit and look.