JENNIFER LYNN ALVAREZ'S
His words shattered the nightmare's begining. she relaxed
He looked back at Ivory, "are you able to come back in a little while? "
She shook her head faster. "N-no."
"She does," he murmured, "it'll help it heal,"
"My wound in fine."
"Sasha I need to clean your wound."
"Then what is it?" He murmured.
She shook her head.
(Nice, we don't know how tall my boy will be but he'll weigh about 80 to 90 pounds)
(About 18-21 inches, she is like a medium size dog, (Border Collie)
"Would it be better if I cleaned it?" He murmured.
"No." she curled tighter into a ball.
(That's always fun! How big will your puppy be when it is full grown?
(Same here, )
"Sasha,, she needs to clean your wound," hd murmured.
(Hopefully I'm going to go puppy shopping for toys and stuff this week though)
(I completely understand that. I feel the exact same way right now. I wish I had some tips I could share for how to cope with it but I don't because I'm not coping with it well (Switching between, "I'M GONNA FAIL!!!!" and "I can do this." about every two minutes)
She shook her head faster
"Sasha," he murmured, "she needs to do it,"
(Ack, I'm so worried I'm going to fail my puppy, Anxiety as been driving me crazy with all the 'What Ifs' and I can't shut up my brain)
She opened the door. "I need to check on and clean both of your wounds." she said.
She shook her head, curling into a ball
"Ivory." she said
"Who is it?" He called out, gently setting his hand on Sasha's.
She nodded. "I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm acting like this."
She knocked on their door
She tensed when she heard the knock on the door, her hand flying to her hip where her dagger used to be
He smirked slightly, "Probably, " he murmured, gently running his fingers through her hair,
"And Sasha, I doubt you'll turn out like her.
You've already fought so hard to be where you are now, "
She lay limp in his hug, still not convinced. "Probably a good thing you have my dagger."
He pulled her into a hug, "you won't end up like her," he mur
She finally relaxed with a soft sigh, "I'm scared I'll end up like her. I mean. She couldn't have loved me, could she? She didn't give up being a crimanal to raise me and Tuli."
(I gtg for the night)