Hey guys @CrystalStreamz @Cinderfrost (Sunblaze) and @Stormfrost . For those of you who aren't these three amazing people, maybe don't read this post. Unless you really want to. I've been wondering whether or not to write this, and how to write this...and I wouldn't put it up here on the MB but I've decided I need to tell you guys what's going on, and with no other contact, I'm desperate.
For the MB:
I'm sorry. I've been AWOL, I know, and I don't think I'm coming back.
For the band:
I wish I could be with you guys when we release our first song. I wish I could have gotten to know you guys better, but looking at things now, maybe it's better, less painful this way.
You're free to use my lyrics for When You Fall, but any other lyrics I have shared with you, in a group or in private, are my own, so please don't use them. You can take inspiration from them though.
Any recordings I have sent to you, in a group or in private, cannot be reproduced or shared in any way. It's very important.
I'll be watching your instagram guys, because I do want to see your releases. :)
Sorry guys, I enjoyed writing with you. Good luck in the future.
For Lane: (for those who are not Lane, don't read this, because it's sad)
Lane, I'm so sorry. I can't even describe how guilty I feel, being sisters one day, then completely unresponsive the next. I left you in the dark for...a long time. I've been getting notifications of your messages and it's tearing me up. I guess now's the time to tell you what's going on. The long and short of it is, and this is really hard for me to write, we can't talk anymore, ever. I'm sorry.
I'll answer your big question now. I didn't come out. More like I got found out. Yep. It went tons better than expected though. My dad was more disappointed and guilting than angry. I didn't have to deal with my mum, but she knows through my dad. Turns out they knew the whole time.
They were more annoyed that we were talking. They're trying to keep me safe, and I appreciate it, and maybe it is better this way, but I can't get over this guilt. I'm banned off discord indefinitely as a result of all this, as you may have guessed.
Lane, if I could ask a favour, as your extremely unloyal sister? Just...my lyrics are mine, please don't produce them. And my recordings, all of them, cannot be shared with anyone, ever. It's really important.
Keep listening to Siedd and Khaled Siddiq. Maybe the songs for this situation right now are God Knows and Snakes.
Lane, you were my friend, my sister, and you were always there for me. You helped me so much. I wish I could be there for you. With you. You'll always be my sister, and I promise I'll never ever forget you. And one day, when we're older and you're a famous rock star, I'll come up to you after your first concert and say "It's Tiger. I've been guarding your heart in mine".
I'm sorry Lane. Stay safe. I love you. Goodbye.
Always your sister,