Hey guys @CrystalStreamz @Cinderfrost (Sunblaze) and @Stormfrost . For those of you who aren't these three amazing people, maybe don't read this post. Unless you really want to. I've been wondering whether or not to write this, and how to write this...and I wouldn't put it up here on the MB but I've decided I need to tell you guys what's going on, and with no other contact, I'm desperate.
Here goes.
For the MB:
Hey guys.
I'm sorry. I've been AWOL, I know, and I don't think I'm coming back.
For the band:
I wish I could be with you guys when we release our first song. I wish I could have gotten to know you guys better, but looking at things now, maybe it's better, less painful this way.
You're free to use my lyrics for When You Fall, but any other lyrics I have shared with you, in a group or in private, are my own, so please don't use them. You can take inspiration from them though.
Any recordings I have sent to you, in a group or in private, cannot be reproduced or shared in any way. It's very important.
I'll be watching your instagram guys, because I do want to see your releases. :)
Sorry guys, I enjoyed writing with you. Good luck in the future.
-Tiger
For Lane: (for those who are not Lane, don't read this, because it's sad)
Lane, I'm so sorry. I can't even describe how guilty I feel, being sisters one day, then completely unresponsive the next. I left you in the dark for...a long time. I've been getting notifications of your messages and it's tearing me up. I guess now's the time to tell you what's going on. The long and short of it is, and this is really hard for me to write, we can't talk anymore, ever. I'm sorry.
I'll answer your big question now. I didn't come out. More like I got found out. Yep. It went tons better than expected though. My dad was more disappointed and guilting than angry. I didn't have to deal with my mum, but she knows through my dad. Turns out they knew the whole time.
They were more annoyed that we were talking. They're trying to keep me safe, and I appreciate it, and maybe it is better this way, but I can't get over this guilt. I'm banned off discord indefinitely as a result of all this, as you may have guessed.
Lane, if I could ask a favour, as your extremely unloyal sister? Just...my lyrics are mine, please don't produce them. And my recordings, all of them, cannot be shared with anyone, ever. It's really important.
Keep listening to Siedd and Khaled Siddiq. Maybe the songs for this situation right now are God Knows and Snakes.
Lane, you were my friend, my sister, and you were always there for me. You helped me so much. I wish I could be there for you. With you. You'll always be my sister, and I promise I'll never ever forget you. And one day, when we're older and you're a famous rock star, I'll come up to you after your first concert and say "It's Tiger. I've been guarding your heart in mine".
I'm sorry Lane. Stay safe. I love you. Goodbye.
Always your sister,
Tiger.
All of you get your BUTTS over here!! https://www.theguardianherd.com/messageboard/herd-chat/_chat-1
Dude what if a bunch of us TGH people joined a Google Meet...WOAH.
Aight, you all give me a sec, I'm gonna make a chat that we can all talk on!! XD
Hey Lake! AshSky? I don’t believe we’ve met. I’m Lane, or Crys if you like that. I missed you all so much and I’m excited to meet the new faces. I’m returning to the MB. This whole situation has made it very clear to me how important it is to keep relationships strong and healthy. I apologize for being gone.
Woah that's kinda beautiful.
Lord god Tiger I miss you. I’m going to miss you for a long time. If I can promise you anything, I promise you this. I’m going to see you again. When you come to that concert and speak to me, I will run into your arms and cry and smile because a person who I truly loved and missed will be there. None of my plans have changed. The years we will spend apart do nothing for my love for you. For now, stay safe. Trust the lord. Neither of us are leaving each other. I’m staying with you. God is there and so am I. I’m in your heart and I’ll never leave. I wish the best for you my dearest, sweetest friend. I hope you make new friends, I hope you find a good career, I hope you fall in love with the boy or girl of your dreams. A disloyal sister? My amazing, spectacular Tiger you were there until the end. And you still will be for as long as our Heavenly Father allows it. I would never use your songs, I promise. And your recordings? of course not! You made those and they were beautiful and had their purpose for a time. I will never stop listening to our songs, and when I listen to them I think of you. As I read and reread and reread your message again... I don’t cry. Maybe I wish I could. But I don’t. This is the most heartbroken I’ve ever been... but I’m more hopeful than anything. I’m going to see you again. I love you, with everything in me, I love you. You were, and always will be, my shining star, my sister, mine.
-Lane (Crystal)
Crys!! Come out of hiding, I wanna talk to my frIENd again!!
CRYSTAL SAY SUMTHIN
Oh hey your right I thought she was hiding lol
Well she WAS typing, who knows where she went now!! She better not be scared of me now!
I kinda wanna meet Crystal she seems really nice though..
Echolake same AHHH I am so afraid of using this thing
Give it a moment, Crys you better be typing, either that or my Computer is glitching really bad, and let's hope not cause this is the schools not mine!! XD
HEY SPEAK OF THE DEVIL HERSELF!! XD
Thanks guys, that means a lot. It's honestly fine you read it, obviously I expected it since I stuck it on the MB. :P And thank you Echolake for doing that :)
I'm sorry. I don't really know what else to say. Where ever you go may you find friends a plenty and of foes find few.