Soo... I haven't been active in a while, but I'm really struggling. I know you all are probably sick of hearing about problems, but I need to get this off my chest. "I try to speak, but nobody can hear. So, I wait around for an answer to appear." However, I'm not sure I see one. (To the main point) I'm so disorganized and I can't seem to get anything right. It's very annoying, because I love being productive. I'm just not able to prioritize my time. It's honestly making be sad, because I haven't made any progress on my book. I'm trying to get caught up in school again and I know school should be one of the most important daily task... but, I'm trying to juggle too much. I feel like I'm stuck in quick sand and I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm honestly beating myself up for it. I would<3 to do so many things, but here I am... It seems to me like my life is in chaos. I even thought to myself, would my younger self be proud? ...I don't think I would be. I'm honestly disappointed in myself right now.