Why isn't God helping Rain? I'm so scared she's already gone.
It seems like everyone I meet starts to suffer, like I'm some sort of bad luck charm...
I feel like He's abandoned me, left me alone in the dark, and taken the light with him.
I'm so sorry to be making this all about me again, but I just feel like he isn't helping me, or my friends, or anyone.
Me, with my antidepressants malfunctioning and with my panic attacks.
Sharrow, who hasn't answered me in so long and is in so much pain.
Sophia, who doesn't want to listen to us and is convinced we don't care... but is so, so wrong.
So Ive been thinking about giving up. About taking pills that'll put me to sleep forever. I just want this pain to end.
Maybe when I'm gone, you'll stop suffering. Maybe, the light will come back.
The funny thing is, the last time I talked about this, Sophia was here to tell me not to, to tell me everything she's about to go against now...
I'm just thinking about it. To be honest, I don't really know why I'm telling you all. I feel like you guys would start fussing and then I'd feel guilty for getting you all terrified.
I'm just thinking of doing it, I'm not going to... yet...
I'm not leaving yet. I just need to see your texts, to give me more hope, being mine is starting to fade.
I love you.
Oof. Is it called the Bible?
Okay, that’s it. I’m getting you that awesome Christian book I told you about, Emi.
Morning Star I agree completely. While I'm fine with others here being religious, I'm not. Due to that fact, I'm not completely comfortable with religion entering a conversation that isn't about that in the first place.
Sorry if it seems like I sound insensitive; making this about my personal tastes. But really, Echo, you're not the reason. No one person (or spiritual being) is at fault for this period. But someone said it well earlier: Suicide is the one mistake you can't fix. Don't do it, Echo.. It's not worth it.
Plus, I see Rain on Roblox today (ya'll saw the screen shot, right?)
Lol true
Hey guys I don’t mean to be rude, but you need to stop. I’m all for a bit of philosophy, but this is going to far.
We all have a choice
Actually Coraleaf, because Jesus was sacrificed at the cross, we don’t have to do anything but choose him and believe in him. BOOM our ticket to our God lol
That’s serious stuff
1 Corinthians 10:31 "Whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do; do ALL to the glory of God."
@Coraleaf, please take no offense towards this or anything, but from what my mom has told me and from what I've read in the Bible, God gave us our bodies and set the rule that he was going to LET us choose what we do for our lives. He didn't want to control us, but for us to know that he's there and looking out for us. If he hadn't made this rule, our relationship would just be like a dog and its master. We would only be able to obey our master, and he would control us. We do not physically or spiritually belong to God, because he gave us the ability to choose our own paths.
So, FYI Echo, I'll be dead if you kill yourself XD (And I'd rather neither of us be dead xd )
I think just the amount of comments on this page is proof enough that youre loved and cared for Echo. Don’t forget that.
Noooooo!! You are such a wonderful and beautiful person. I cried when I read this!!!! I am crying as I write this!! Please don't end your life. God is there for you. he loves you. we love you. I feel like this a lot. I know I can't stop you But PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE
take our words into consideration. And though you may not feel special, you are special to us, and to all the ones who love you. Even if there aren't much, you mean the world to some. Even though I don't know you, you mean the world to me and Scipio, Dragon, Azurestorm, Morningstar, Stormflower, Coralleaf, Echomoon, Sunblaze, Riverbreeze, Olive, Cats, Nightmist, and ALL the others. To know that a beautiful person is here but doesn't wan't to be here, breaks my heart. Keep fighting please!!! Do it for the ones who love you, do it for US! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
Sincerely, with love, compassion, and hope,
Starleaf, a pegasus
who wants to see her beautiful friend
fly another day.
Hey.
You have a wonderful life ahead of you.
You have choices to make and paths to take.
You are beautiful inside and out.
You have a life.
You have the world to travel.
Never. Give. Up.
You have the strength you need to fight.
You are the light in other people's day.
You are a life to be treasured.
You are you.
And nothing is changing that.
Do not blame yourself for Rain being inactive. Taking your life is never the right answer. And it is completely permanent. Yes, this is your choice. It is a path that ends only in death and misery. She will be just fine, I'm sure. A lot of people care about you!
Okay, hold on. I just looked at Rain's Roblox page, and since I last was looking at it (which was a 2 or 3 days ago) she had earned several new game badges. Plus, she also has added 3 new friends. She would have to be playing to do that right? And you have to be alive to play Roblox right? Rain isn't gone.
Also, I've been thinking about it, and maybe the reason she's cutting ties with us may be because she's trying to fight her depression. I know that sounds a bit strange, but let me explain: Rain left the MB for quite a wile, and what happens when you leave? You get spammed with notifications. We've all been there, and the longer you're gone, the more you get, and it can diffidently become very frustrating with in a matter of seconds after logging back in. But not just frustrating… it can also be kinda disheartening to read through all the conversations that took place in your absence, and to make matters worse, the more notifications you read, the more notifications you get. The cycle is endless. You miss one day, and you'll most likely end up with 50+ comments and posts to read through. It's hard work keeping up with stuff. Rain has already expressed the stress she gets when ever she logs back in, and you know what? Doing something that's going to stress you out when your already feeling depressed is the last thing you need.
Like morning star said there are so many people in this world that care about you. You are important and everyone has a purpose. Rain im sure is not yet gone there is still time and hope. please, please don't ever think of doing anything bad to yourself. no one decides if your happy or sad only you decide that. Choose the right decision.
I don't have anything special to say except this. There are so many people out there who care about you Echo and it would hurt them too if you died. In the end it's your decision but I want you to know that we are ALL here for you so don't make a rash decision too soon.
No no no no, don’t Even think about such things, everybody has bad days were they think like that. And I understand that you think that god has abandoned you, even tho I don’t believe in god I think that no matter what you think the one you believe in will always be they’re for you, and I beg to think air that you won’t even consider about killing yourself.
and what do you mean by "being mine is starting to fade" ?
I love you and God loves you very much. 💕