UMMMMM... so if you are male or ummm... yeah anyway, you might feel awkward reading this. heheheh... *laughs nervously* but you can still read it... just... nevermind. *chews lip* *plays with glasses nervously*
OKAY... yeah I don't really know what this is, I just felt like making this post. OK TO THE POINT, STORM.
*smacks forehead* *forgets why I made this post* UMMMM... oh ok... wait shoot yeah yeah yeah
*stares at my wall*
So, am I the only kind of person who is very... secretive? Specifically *COUGH* *COUGH COUGH* around *turns and glares at door* *ready to close my computer and yell at my mom for not knocking before coming in* MY PARENTS?
THE POINT IS, well, I sort of keep everything in.
Ex (this is why I told all the males to not read this): In 2ND GRADE, there was this kid in my class, who was also my neighbor. I have to admit, he was pretty cute, but at the time I still believed boys were gross and had cooties and yada yada. ANYWAY, when I was walking to the bus stop with mom ( *quickly turns around* *goes back to talking/typing* ) the kid was standing ahead of me. (I don't remember this exactly but I remember most of the details) and I smiled or something. Mom was like: DO YOU LIKE HIM? (but with a sweet smile and stuff). I didn't know what she meant because I wasn't in 3rd grade and up yet so I was like: Yeah sure.
SO YEAH THAT HAPPENED. we had a talk about me not liking and dating guys until I'm older and yeah yeah yeah. AWKWARD.
AND THEN. MY LIFE CHANGED. (not really but... meh) In third grade one of my BFFs (well, she was my bff at the time but not really anymore) started liking one of my other neighbors, who was new to the area. Me and my other not-so-close friend decided we would figure out a way to get the guy to like our friend. Idk if it worked or not, but all I knew was that I started liking him. SHOCKER. I told no one, not a soul (well, maybe I mentioned him in one of my little "chats" with God). he was legit my first crush.
Yeah, it was really... oofie.
OKAY POOP THIS IS GETTING WEIRD *dying kinda*
Anyway, just wanted to say this. I like having peeps to tell stuff to, so... ummmm.... yeah. I don't really tell people stuff except my really close friends, and the MB (a few of you guys I'm really close to and similar too, at least in my opinion). So yeah, it feels good to let things out.
And well ya know now that I'm a middle schooler I've had... different feelings and ya. BUT I'm stuck at home.
OOF SORRY IDK WHAT THIS POST TURNED INTO. Sorry you had to read all that. Oof. *peaks at door and sighs in relief*
PS if you want me to edit/delete this post I will.