So... as the title says, this is basically why I have so many issues on here, as well as why my characters all have some mental, physical, or emotional problems.
So some of the reasons why my characters are dramatic is because I love drama. But there is another side of me that never gets seen, not even by my parents. I may seem like a happy, joyful girl, but behind closed doors, I'm not happy at all. When I'm not on here, all I do is contemplate my life and question my sanity. My father doesn't know, and I won't tell him... yet. I hate school, people, and everything. People know I feel and none of them help!
The reason for my issues is I've been bullied since first grade(I'm now in 10th), died 13 times, stayed in a hospital for 8 months straight, had many surgeries, have a screwed up voice, am slightly suicidal, and I have been for years, feels alone, feels depressed, has no friends, make terrible choices, has been mentally abusing myself for years, a moron grabbed my waist and tried to either do something to me or lift me up, then he followed me and now I'm very self-conscious about myself, and finally, my dad never helps.
This has all made a massive blow to my mental state. I don't know how much more I can take before I break. If anyone has advice, please give it to me!
P.S: THE THINGS THAT ARE CIRCLED IN GREEN ARE WHAT I HAVE!!!
First paragraph: Major depression is a medical condition requiring treatment. It is more severe and lasts much longer than reactive depression. Major depression may develop from reactive depression, or it may be the result of a chemical imbalance in the brain or a genetic tendency.
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